Divorce is on the road!

Me and my mother went up and got the paperwork for the divorce. I have to put an AD in the newspaper because we can't find my ex-husband (to-be). He left town on Christmas Morning. So I have no idea what is going on with that or him. We are going to turn in the paperwork on Monday and it will be at the end of summer and I will be divorced. That is a word I never thought I would ever say - I am divorced. I was always first in my family for everything. I would be the first to divorce. My cousin that lives in Illinois got a divorce a long time ago but I never talk to her but in my main family close family - I will be the first. I was the first to get my ears pierced then piered again! Then pierced way too many too many times. I think at one time I had 12 piercings in one ear alone. I am thinking about doing it again though.
I still hate people in general - I don't have friends and you know I am glad I don't. I have never had a friend give to me. I do all the giving and they just do all the taking, until you can't do anymore giving and then they just leave. Like everyone in my life except my family have left me. I don't do anything to cause it except care to a fault.
I hate people who seek reaperations from the children of the monsters that did something bad. The children had nothing to do with it. I would be like condeming the child of a murderer or rapist. They had nothing to do with it. Now we get on to another subject of Abortion. I believe in the womans right to have one but...BUT...up to 3 months in. After that then adoption is the way to go. You have a small window to complete it. I love watching these stuped woman who say - "All life is to be born no mater what..." You would almost hope they are raped by their father, uncle or even brother...Then get pregnant - would they say the same thing. They have become evil to us for abortion rights calling us names. I have a wish for them - they be gang raped over a five day period of time. Then are told because you no longer have a right to clean your self of the horror of that rape because they took away that right. Just to see those woman collaspe would be revenge enough. To know they had lost a right to control thier own bodies. The back ally abortions will start up again and it will come full circle. The RR (Religious Right) has to go because they are just as bad a the SS.
Everyone has the RIGHT to smoke, drink, be overweight or rail thin, be ugly or beautiful, tall or short, satan worshiper or god worshiper or any other being you want to prey to or not, travel without passport or ID, Vote, Be a woman or man or trans, Be gay, straight or bi, White, black or purple - any color you can dream of, tattooed or not, pierced or not, hair or no hair, teeth or no teeth --- Lets stop hurting each other and accept everybody and everything. You don't have to love it or even like it - just live with it. Don't make fun of it or belittle it! Just melt with the others! We were called the melting pot for a long time and now we are none of the above. We don't help our own anymore, we help and give to other nations - we will call them friends - now we are in trouble - they now hate us! Hummm. See it even happens on a large scale. Yet I agree with the reason why they hate us!
Happy days will never be here again! Nothing is ever going to be the same. I hate people.