Storm on its way!

I love thunderstorms and tornado's. I don't really want anyone but if I was they would have to be interested in storm chasing! I am not smart in Math so I couldn't do this for a living like I wanted. I couldn't over come the math issue because most instructors in math love to go fast and not explain why something is they way it is. If fact I don't think any of them know why something is the way it is. LOl
I feel like sometimes I can control the wind. Especially when I was a kid, if felt like I could close my eye and feel the emotion of the wind. I could make it blow harder and then be still. I feel attached to the weather and that is what I live for during the spring. I love hearing about bad weather and storms, I like hearing the local emergency alarm go off and screaming out that there is a storm on its way.
I have no basement so when that happens I just get all gitty and some what scared but I enjoy it greatly. If I am by myself it is different then if I am with other people. That motherly thoughts kick in and I want to protect everyone. I love those people who say "What am I going to do about it!' and they just stand around waiting for doom. They don't worry and that upsets me so much. Like I am feeling my stress level going up and they just sit there not doing anything.
I am going to the horse track tonight for the first time in years. They are having a dollar night! $1 on Admission, hot dogs, beer, bets! I am going to try to have some money for this but I just don't know if I am going to have it.
Well - Hope the best for everyone out there. Read my poems! They are good and my story too. Enjoy!
Ta Ta!