Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Divorce road is almost at its end!

On August 22 at 2:30 I will no longer be married. I will be no one again and I think it will stay that way. I decided to go back to the way I was before I met him. I will start collecting coins again and sell stuff on Ebay to go back to school eventually - I have been getting sick more often and I don't think I have very long to live anyways - I don't have medical insurance so I will never know what is wrong with me. I will just die and that will be it. I will wait for what I believe is cancer to take me. I have polycystic ovarian diease and well - that leads eventually to cancer if not treated. It is not being treated and when it was treated the last time - it was not treated right due to not having insurance. I hope to move to Canada and marry someone who is gay and get insurance and become a citizen of there. I can find out how far the cancer has gone. There isn't anything out there for you if your not the "RIGHT COLOR" and I mean if your WHITE your on your own. We don't have FREE testing or FREE medical care.
Even if I was to get medical insurance I would not quailfy for any treatment because it was before they would do anything I guess. PROFIT ABOVE PEOPLE - we can see that with the coal miners right now. Sad world.
Why do parents let the kids scream - I would be spanking them. I hate screaming kids - glad I was blessed with no abilty to have them.

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