Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I FILED FOR DIVORCE YESTERDAY!

I DID IT FINALLY! IT IS DONE. I JUST HAVE TO WAIT FOR 60 DAYS! I WISH IT WAS SOONER THEN 60 DAYS AS IT SHOULD BE WITH TIME SERVED AFTER HE LEFT ON CHRISTMAS MORNING. I AM SURE I WILL NEVER FIND ANYONE ELSE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO ANYMORE. I AM DONE WITH PEOPLE IN GENERAL. THEY ONLY CAUSE PAIN AND HURT TOWARD ME. THEY ALWAYS HAVE. I DON'T BREAK UP PEOPLE - THEY BREAK UP WITH ME. THEY HAVE ALWAYS BROKE UP WITH ME. USUALLY IN A BLAST OF CURSE WORDS AND YELLING. PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE ME. THEY USE ME AND GO. THEY TAKE MY FANS (REAL FANS NOT PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU FANS) THEN WHAT EVER ELSE I HAVE GIVEN THEM AND GO. I ALWAYS RETURN WHAT THEY HAVE GIVEN ME BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN RAISED WITH MORALS AND CARING FOR OTHER PEOPLES STUFF.
THERE ISN'T A MAN OUT THERE THAT CAN REALLY SAY THEY CARE ABOUT OTHERS. THERE ISN'T A WOMAN EITHER. THAT IS THE WORLD WE LIVE IN. THE TRUTH DOES HURT BUT IT IS THE TRUTH. I AM NOT RELIGIOUS AND WILL NEVER BE BECAUSE I BLAME RELIGION FOR MUCH OF WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE WORLD.
GOODBYE FOR A WHILE. OR A COUPLE OF DAYS. I AM DEEPLY DEPRESSED BUT NOT LIKE I WAS. I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE PEOPLE BUT MY WORDS. THOSE WORDS RIGHT NOW ARE FULL OF PAIN!!

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